MARTINA P.

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Well I found out that I lost my babies on 8/20/10 had DNC on Friday and again on Monday.  I was awake on Monday.  I am a mess emotionally and physically.  Lost faith in OBGYN office.  I do not know what to do at this point.  I know I want to have surgery more now than ever because they could not get a vein so IV had to go in my neck which feel like crap.  I am ready to go back to putting all my time on weightloss surgery.  I need support and looking for meeting in my area.

Well I wanted to let all my OH friends know I will continue to support you in your weightloss journey however, I will not be having surgery as planned.  I found out on July 9, 2010 that I was pregnant.  Pregnancy was a shock I was taking a birth controll  and did not have a cycle.  I am sad I can not have surgery however god makes no mistakes and he has mapped out my life.  I have a due date of March 28, 20111.  I will continue to call the ones I talk to and checkonline on others.  Good luck everyone and GOD bless. 

OK yesterday 7/6/10 was a rough day and all I wanted to do is cry when I was sitting in my rolling chair at work and rolled a little bit and chair wheel of chair broke.  It took everything I had to stop crying.  I can not believe I allow myself to get this big.  Now I have to deal with the consequences of my weight.  After I cried I got motivated more because I refuse to allow the devil called fat to stop or take control of my life.  I called my prayer warrior and had her start praying and coming into agreement with me that I will be successful, I will have no road blocks with insurance, and which ever doctor GOD feel should do my surgery will be the Dr.  To do my surgery I am not focusing on anything else.  
 
I started looking for people in my small town and people close to my area to meet with in person so I can talk to them about their journey so far I have found 3 right here in Rockmart, Ga, 1 Cedartown, and one Dallas.  I am going to support the ones that is on the road to thin learn from their experience and pray that they support me.  I called Dr. Dennis Smith office in Marietta and spoke to Dee who set me up for a Free seminar on 7/22/10 and I will start attending the WL support groups in August.  You know I am very committed to doing everything required for WLS and to maintain weight loss surgery results.

It is amazing how me breaking a chair have made me think about my life and future.

Thanks for reading in advance

I went to my first Weightloss siminar today I felt like I made a great accomplishment but did not get any information about DS  which is the surgery I plan to have.  I found the siminar to be emotional and showing success but not informative.  It was more like a show,  I will visit other siminars soon.  Dr. Titus Ducan is the leader of this siminar nothing agaist him but I believe it should have been more informative he did not even tell people the true amout of supplements they will have to take after surgery. 

Today I went to my 2nd weightloss program appointment.  I went from 311 to 307 so I lost but I have to remember to make sure I do not drop under BMI of 50 so I can get my DS surgery.   I have to remember that each day is a journey.

OK today have been a bad day so I got in my huge Jacuzzi and relaxed.  The problems with the tub is that when I got ready to get out of it I had a hard time and was hurting.  I am so pissed with my self how did allow my self to be this big and unhealthy.  I know that I have to take my life back now or I'm going to die.   

I made a decision based on nothing but research.  I have chose DS surgery.  I now have to decide on a doctor.  I want to make sure that I make the right decision so that I do not have any regrets.  I want to use a doctor in Georgia however, there is one doctor out of state that is in the running.  I believe I have made up my mind I just have to speak to my husband and go over it with him.  Wish me luck.

I have taken a step toward weight loss surgery I have found out the requirement that my insurance have prior to approval.  I have started getting materials on RNY and DS.  I made my first appointment with primary physician to start physic an monitored weight loss program.  Apt is on 5/11/10.  I am learning that the more information I have the more prepared I will be for surgery.