THE TIME HAS COME......FINALLY

Apr 04, 2010

OK SO I HAVE COMPLETED ALL OF THE REQUIRED TEST ( PSYCH, EGD, XRAYS, ULTRASOUND, EKG, ETC...), I HAVE ALSO MANAGED SOMEHOW TO LOSE THE RECOMMENDED WEIGHT (10LBS FOR ME) JUST ONE LAST PRE-OP APPT. ON WEDNESDAY. MY PAPERWORK WILL BE SUBMITTED TO THE INSURANCE CO. TODAY ( NO WORRIES THERE ) AND I FINALLY HAVE A DATE  APRIL 12,2010 WILL BE THE REBIRTH OF ME. I HAVE BEEN BLESSED IN A WAY THAT WILL ALLOW ME THE OPPORTUNITY TO START OVER, AND TREAT MY BODY WITH LOVE AND RESPECT...I CAN NO LONGER TAKE MY HURT, ANGER, SADNESS, LONELINESS, BOREDOM, OR ANY OTHER UNPLEASANT EMOTION OUT ON MY BODY, ITS THE ONLY ONE I HAVE.

I PROMISE MYSELF TO WORK THE HELL OUT OF THIS TOOL. I SO LOOK FORWARD TO THE REST OF MY JOURNEY AND I PRAY THAT GOD CONTINUES TO GUIDE ME IN MY PROCESS!

I AM SO PUMPED UP I CANT SLEEP AT ALL, SURGERY IN A WEEK, OH MY...

MY WIFE KEEPS TELLING ME HOW I'M GOING TO BE A PIECE OF WORK, I TRY TO DENY IT BUT SHE KNOWS ALL TO WELL (THAT'S A GOOD THING) WHEN WE MET I WAS WEARING A SIZE 16, NOW I'M IN 24s. SHE SAYS I ALREADY CARRY MYSELF WITH A LOT OF CONFIDENCE BUT LORD HELP ME, I TRY MY BEST TO KEEP IT SEXY BUT ITS HARD AT 324LBS, I SOOOOOO LOOK FORWARD TO DROPPING ABOUT 125-150 OF THOSE AND WHEN I DO...UM UM UM!!!

SERIOUSLY THOUGH I SPEND SO MUCH TIME FIGHTING MY HEALTH AND MY PHYSICAL PAIN THAT ABOVE ALL THE SEXINESS IN THE WORLD A HEALTHY ME IS KEY.....

NOW IF I CAN JUST FIND A WORKOUT PARTNER IN THE BALTIMORE AREA I WOULD BE ELATED!!!

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