I was raised in Houston, Tx in a 2 parent household with 1 younger brother.  I was the average kid and teenager. I remember always loving to eat food.  As a family we would sit down for dinner and scarf down food like we hadn't ate in weeks.  I remember one time my mother caught me eating cereal in my room after I had eaten dinner.  She made me walk up and down our stairs 100 times carrying the empty cereal bowl.  I loved to eat.  I was heavier than most of my friends, but not obese. 
     My senior year of high school my parents told my brother and I that they were going to get a divorce.  My life began to spiral out of control at that point.  I began using drugs and alcohol on a regular basis.  I also began to emotionally eat out of control.  I was not sure how to cope with my feelings and turned to outside materials to fill the void and kill the pain that I was feeling.  
     I slowly began to gain weight more and more over the years.  My drug use would off set my weight.  A cocaine diet tends to cause weight loss, followed by goarding myself with food.  I would not eat of days and then would pig out once I came down.  I would smoke marijuana and would gets the munchies and eat everything in the house.  My life slowly spiraled out of control.  I made some very bad choices and did things that I was not proud of.
     When I was 25 I was forced to sit down and look at my life and what I had become.  I got some help for my problems and got sober.  I had to look in the mirror and find out why I using like I was.  I healed and grew so much in a 6 month period.  I decided to go back to college and get a degree to become a certified alcohol and drug counselor.  I graduated with a 4.0 grade point average.
     Once I got off the drugs and alcohol my weight slowly progressed over time.  I continued to gain weight.  I found myself eating not because I was hungry, but because I liked the taste of the food.  I began to have a love/hate relationship with food.  I slowly ballooned up over 200 pounds.  The next month I had gained another 10 pounds.  
     In 2005 I was in a car accident and hurt my back.  I herniated my 2 lower disc and had a hard time being active.  I continued to gain weight and was less and less active.  I gained more weight.  By the end of 2005 I was probably 240 pounds, in 2006 I was 275 pounds.  At that point I decided that I had to do something about my weight.  I got treated for my back, which can never be fixed.  I was taught exercises that I can do to help with the pain.  I continued to gain more weight.  I looked into weight loss surgery to help me with portion control.  
     I had to see my physician 1 time a month for a year.  I continued to gain weight and was approximatley 314 pounds by the time I had my pre op appointment for gastric bypass on  November 20, 2007.  I was approved for my surgery and had it on January 29, 2008.  
     My life has had many ups and many downs.  I have overcome so much and accomplished everything that I have set my mind to.  Losing weight and living a healthy life has become my new life goal.  I believe that with my supportive family, my fiance, and most of all God that I can do anything I put my mind to.  I have made more life changes, but will continue to grow.......

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Half the Woman I used to BE!!!!!
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All Work and No Exercise makes Cheri a Fat Girl
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