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Quenching Thirst?!?

Feb 26, 2008

Ok so far so good, Groovin to Ellen right now she's DANCING TO "SEXY BACK" BY jUSTIN I'm now down about 44 lbs since surgery and its been amazing. I've noticed my little figure and I've been able to finally tolearte food. I've dumped so much I don't know why I thought I could tolerate juice not even apple juice, but anyway, now I'm concerned about being too small I'm like at 135 I want to stop loosing and thats in about 65 pounds and I'm only one month post op, but anyway I haven't really bought any new clothing even though i need to, nothing fits anymore everything is loose and baggy, and I have some good clothes too I mean even though I was larger I always took great care to buy nice clothes now its pointless, my applebottom jeans are like sweatpants now so I guess to Goodwill they will go along with alot of other clothes. I also am having a hard time not gulping and sipping makes it worse when your throat is dry and you're thirsty. Well anyway things are looking up. Its a journey but I know by this summer I will love it all when I can wear my tank and mini.......

HW-245
SW-230
CW-200

Head Hunger

Feb 13, 2008

Well its been 21 days post op and I am down 22 lbs, everyone is noticing how different I look, my clothes are to loose and my skinny jeans are now just right. This has been an amazing experience so far I love weighing myself and updating my progress. I also realized that the reason I gained weight is because I have an emotional attachment to food. I now have to deall with all of my emotions as they come. I feel cleaner though and refreshed, I always crave water and anything too sweet or thick makes me nauseated. Ialsofind it easier to deal with negativity and negative comments now its lke I don't even care anymore, what people say about me. My greatest inspiration is my daughter she had an hilarious fit watching mommy do Tae-Bo even though I didn' last five minutes  well anyway I can't wait until the summer I WILL be wearing shorts and miniskirts so watch out, well I have a love interest even though I'm not ready to be committed beacuse I am goign through a huge transformation but he really likes me and I just don't want to hurt his feelings. Well until next time

what was I thinking?????

Feb 05, 2008

well, today I am 11 days post op and my scars are healing well, I find it easier now to drink water,even though I use to hate the taste. I can't stomach my vitamins and iron they make me soo sick to the point I want to puke, but its all good, because I'm looking and feeling great. Well sometimes when everyone is eating and having fun I question my decision but, its all good I know I made the right choice.......
hw-244
sw-230
cw-214
About Me
Charlotte, NC
Location
19.5
BMI
RNY
Surgery
01/24/2008
Surgery Date
Dec 19, 2007
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