Wow....getting there

Dec 21, 2008

I can't believe I haven't written much here in the past couple months.  Seems like the time has flown.  I finally got until the 150 mark but I figure that it will be a few weeks before I stay there permanently.  I bought a number of 14s a few weeks ago and am finding they are getting too big.  I do have a couple of 12s and they are starting to get loose.  Went tonite and tried on some 10 pants.  I tried 3 different brand jeans:  1 fit perfect....another was no way, too tight and the other fit but not flattering.but I don't want to pay the high price of a dept store yet.  Guess it is time to visit Goodwill or Salvation Army again!  I've noticed that nearly everyone has noticed the weight loss and most tell me that I don't need to lose anymore.  But I still plan on going another 25 or so.  I want to be SKINNY.  I didn't realize though how much excess skin I would end up with.  I didn't think I was going to have to think plastic surgery but I think it is realistic.  My excess skin is getting worse and worse.  My thighs are DISGUSTING and the stomach is getting bad.  I bet I could easily take 10-15 lbs off with plastics.  Not sure how I will ever pay for it though.  Guess that I need to start saving towards it.  I bet if I did plastic, I would be a size 8 easily.  BUT....need to lose more before I even consider it.  Like most, probably need to consider waiting the full year from surgery - meaning 9 more months of flab.  I dread that this summer will be no shorts.  Also notice m boobs are sagging big big time.  No bras seem to fit.  Guess I need to get a professional fitting but again, need to wait until more weight is lost.  I tried up someoe of the slimmer under clothes but they are soooo uncomfy.  And they are EXPENSIVE!  Need to wait on them too. 

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