gtayl006
Way harder than I anticipated!!!
Jul 22, 2012
My surgery was on 7/16 and it has been way harder than I anticipated. I have been fine with the full liquid diet, and haven't cheated at all. The discomfort and emotional toll has been something else entirely. Today I left the house for the first time and went to my friends just to hang out with her while she went through her moms stuff (she recently passed away). Another friend had brought sandwich stuff for lunch and she described everything she brought and then made the comment "there is water in the tap for you". I was so hurt, it was eveything I could do not to cry. Then all I could do was focus on what they were eating...so it was hard to just sip my vitamin water.I just keep telling myself it will get better. old habits die hard!!!!!
