herestolife
Lets see I am 34 I would have to say I have gone through life in a cloud, I have always been heavy and never thought that I was pretty.... I turned to sex to fill a void in my life ( I thought that if men wanted to have sex with me then they thought I was pretty) Ha! well I found out later that I was sooooo mistaken and most men will have sex just to have sex LOL.
I found the love of my life 19 years ago ..... yep if you did the math I was 15 when I met him and boy I'm glad I did . He is my rock when I beat myself up he picks me up when I hate myself he reassures me ........ but darn it he cant make me like what I see when I look in the mirror . I have to make a change I have tried weight loss drugs and diet and calorie reduction...... all I have left is to try this rout and be darned if I am going to let the nay Sayers out there tell me I'm wrong to have the surgery ....... I don't even know if I will be approved but I want the chance . I just want to see myself the way HE does and be proud to walk next to him when we go out. I WANT TO FEEL PRETTY AND BE SEXY AND BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!! Is that to much to ask? I don't think so.
