So I can't sleep

Mar 02, 2012

it's about time for me to be up anyway so it's no biggie.  We have a lot of high wind here at home.  I woke up early to that and worrying about my roof.  There go my friggin shingles again!! We have been fighting to keep them ON the roof versus on the ground. And the bad thing is it's a  brand new roof.  The roofer did them shoddy and now you can blow on them and they come off.  I really dont want to keep putting money in this house.  I want to move.  But it is what it is.  Cant do anything about it other than repair.  Next place I move into with the boys, it will definitely be a rental!

I really don't want to go to work today.  I loathe working on Saturdays.  Today is my last day for work before my surgery.  And they never give vacation days on a Saturday so I might as well buck up...jump in the shower and put my big girl panties on.  Speaking of...I can't wait to get some new panties hahahaha!  My obsession with underclothes is going to be off the chain now. Cacique was always so expensive...and sometimes not very sexy.  So now, I will have more options. 

Ok...this is crazy to think I know..but I hope I don't get TOO skinny.  Like Jennifer Hudson, weird, bobble head-looking skinny. I like being a curvy woman.  I can't really remember what I looked like at 150.  Well..kinda..but I wasn't a woman then.  So maybe it will work out.  I mean..i HAVE had three kids..so maybe I will keep a little something. 

Today the prep starts.  I have to go get my feet done.  No polish..well..maybe I can sneak some clear hee hee. Or a matte clear so they wont notice.  Dang...even when I had my hysterectomy, I wore polish.  What gives! I dont even know what my feet look like without polish.  Anyways..I have to get my stray hairs off my face.  Which reminds me..they said that we go thru hormone changes with this surgery.  I'm like...I cant afford anymore male hormones over here!!! Might have to go to the dermatologist and get some Vaniqua or whatever that stuff is..because I refuse to be hairy.  Be done scared somebody with all that nonsense.

Alright..rise and shine. Positivity today.  It's a good saturday mornin.  

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