5 days till surgery

Feb 22, 2009

I will admit..I cheated over the weekend.  The thought of not eating for 6 wks total just got the best of me.  However I did not over do it or eat carbs..I had a chicken breast with honey mustarD sauce and a side salad. with a drizzle of italian dressing...and let me tell ya,,,I wish I hadnt...It was good while I was eating it..but afterwards its like I had to start all over again..I was fiening for food..that was 3 days ago and I am finally not feeling like I''m starving.  NOTE TO SELF::::::::IT WAS NOT WORTH IT.  I hope Dr A doesnt find out and not do my surgery.  I have been working so hard and I had one slip..I have lost 23 lbs with this preop diet...I will be dammed if all this hard work ends up in me not being able to have the surgery.  Pray for me everyone..I am getting scared since its just days away. 

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