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I think I am experiencing my first stall!........ - I am certain that is what it is. It is also time of the month so I have gained 2lbs. I am not complaining, but I will be glad when this stall is over.   So far nothing new to re...

Back to work tomorrow...Half day that is! - I am heading back to work in my office tomorrow at CNN. Funny, I am ready a little, but not really. I really just want to stay home and relish in my new lifestyle! I am going to pa...

Hmmmmmm! I am at a loss for words-this never happp - I was soooo sick yesterday. I felt full and bloat and just miserable. I finally vomited but it was all liquid. I was so confused by that. It was almost like a dry heave, thing.  Is...

Really I feel great, but this dang GAS and BLOAT n - I am soo unbelievably bloat and have so much gas. I had another upper GI tract Xray today because of it. Yes Barium and all! Anyhow, they said I do not have any leaks or obstructi...

five Days Post-Op - I have to say, never felt better. I had the drain removed at my appointment and my doc Advised me to start birth control immediately and released me to go back to work. WOW! The dr...

I've Slept for Two Days-Exhausted - I have not been in any pain. But I am exhausted. I did walk yesterday from my condo to my car which is  a considerable distance plus there are steps involved. This morning after wa...

ONE OF THE EASIEST THING I HAVE EVER DONE!!!!!!!!! - Really, I have not experienced any pain. I am at home after spending one night in the hospital and I have not experienced any pain.  I am scared to cough or sneeze, but I am sure t...

WAKE-UP DAY......... - I am headed in. While showering I had the weirdest thought. It was me basically trying to think of life as it is without me....Kinda morbid, I know, so it help me assure myself tha...

OK, no turning back now....waking up and going in - I am so excited. I do not know what to expect but I am optimistic. I will update my blog with my feelings, thoughts, symptoms, pains and what-not! Can't wait!!! TTYL-not s...

This is the last day before my WAKEUP and GO!!!! -  I am soo anxious I cannot sleep and i still have to work all day today :-) Hmmm, as I laid in my bed I was unable to fall back to sleep as my electronic alarm that was laying o...

I DIDN'T CHEAT!!!!!!!! YAY ME! - Funny, after all that I did not eat anything. Not even a morsel. I did great! I am awaiting tomorrow's challenge and will face it with courage and resilience! lol Anyway, visite...

Well I'll be, I do not have a blender! - I have a juicer. Funny its a very expensive one, and remembered buying a  one, but cannot find it. I guess I will protein drink it until I get another one. I am a planner and I do ...

OMG..Four More Days!!!!!!!!!! - I am truly excited. I just left the grocery store picking up popsicles and other things I will need post-op. My daughter had to shop for her three week stint out of school. She's m...

Five Days.. - I am super anxious, nervous, terrified and any other emotion you could imagine at this point. Hmmmm, what am I going to do. I feel like I need something to calm my nerves! Anywa...

I Skipped Posting yeaterday....so here it is - Yesterday was awesome. Ended the day with my long term therapist who is the BEST ever. He gets me and I like that! Some may ask, why I have a male therapist, because I am a tomboy ...

Eight Days......Today was GREAT!!! - So I was a little discouraged after my pre-op yesterday, but my surgeon is so AWESOME! He totally has me fixed up. I am on my iron fortified foods and iron tabs twice a day. I also...

Nine days and counting - I have NINE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I had my pre-op today for my surgery which is March 24th. Everything was great, but my surgeon called because he is concerned with me being ane...

Ten Days...... - Today was a great day....I have prepped my house for surgery, meaning did a thorough cleaning. I have laid aside the things I am packing for the hospital.  I'm on my way....The die...

11 days to go....I am so failing the pre-op test - i cannot stick to my diet!!!!!!!!! I have 11 days left! I keep saying I will do right today...but it never happens!!!!!!!Uggghhhh!! 

12 days until......... - OK, I am still here nervously, but excitingly awaiting the day! I am still in confusion mode, but grateful that I can express my self freely on here and get answer to the thousand ...