MrsJButler
I am a 29 year old female, mother of 2, wife and friend.
Long story short, I started gaining weight after my first child 7 years ago. When he was 2 his father and I seperated and I ate and ate and ate the guilt of breaking up my family away. Started working out and lost about 20 pounds, after that there was nothing! I tried and tried and tried and nothing! Fed up and being a single parent working 2 jobs to keep a roof over our heads I started eating out, something which really didnt appreal to me before. It beacme more and more and one day I looked my my son who then was 4 and thought "what is my problem, how dare I treat him like this".....we stopped eating out, I quit one of the jobs and started working out again. NOTHING happened. I had baby #2 Dec 08 so almost 2 years ago and I am about 100lbs overweight if not more. I dont leave my house unles I have to, there is a list too long to type out concerning the things I dont do. My favorite saying is "no thanks". I have limited my friends to about 3 and one is family. I feel like im failing as a mother because I cant take my children to swimming classes or coach a soccer team just some things I wouls love to do. Another is public speaking! I LOVE public speaking and could have such a better job doing something I love if only I had to nerve to go back to school, but who wants to go somewhere with that many people, not fitting in desks....
I feel like I could be doing soo much more and being SOMEONE I LOVE!
About Me
Before & After
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