NayaD
1m0nth d0wn.
Jan 18, 2010
omg.the first month has been sooo hard....yes there is def its ups and downs ! i still cant take the chewables so i started swallowing them...my first month follow up is the 25th and i dont want him to say that i have a defenciency or w/e its called :-/ i wanna be doing good...im tired of egggs...but ive been gettting all my other pills and alll my protein, but some days are just bettter than some days. ive noticed that i have lost weight and weighing myself ive lost 40lbs since the begining of my journey. i weighed 376.nd i now weigh 336 =] s0 i guesss thats not to bad...but i cant excersize cause of the weather, we are going thru so many storms and its raining so its really hurting me to excersize. nd at times i dont even feel like eating...id rather drink all day then even put anything in my mouth. im hungry but dont wanna eat...i expeirenced the scariest thing in my life yesterday. i ate brocoli with out pureering it nd i did chew it really well....but after i ate it... it felt as if my stomach (pouch) was going to explode. it would tighten and it hurt soooo bad it was the worst feeeelig in the world. ..... it went away after a while. this first month has been interesting. i hope it getts bettter. cause im tired of not feeeling like myself. =[ i wanna be the old me again. (in personality and strength wise)
so this weeekend was kinda blah....did nothing but stay in 
nd be depresssed. yea i know not good. but aw well. a bettter day will come and hopefully its this next week nd m0nth ! 
