Panda11
Surgery date = EMOTIONS!!
Aug 31, 2016
So I have my tentative surgery dates. 9/09, or 9/14 depends on my employer giving me time off. But I can't believe the amount of emotion this has brought up. I feel excited of course, but I also am having the thoughts of "what the hell have you done to yourself? You are having surgery because you can't keep a fork out of your mouth!!" I'm not sure if it's guilt, stress, shame, frustration, self sabotage, or the realization that I can't do the weight loss thing without help. I'm confident that this is the right thing for me, and that I will be successful. I guess if we could go back and do things again, with the knowledge we have now, we'd all be in a far better circumstance in life. But we can't soooooooo it is what it is! Plus I'm awesome so whatever! Can't wait to get the surgery over so I can tie my shoes without losing my breath, and showing my butt crack to the world!! Sorry world you'll have to find someone else's butt to worship!!
