Four Weeks To Go..... Not scared at all- That Scares me!

May 14, 2009

I spent Friday afternoon at the hospital running test, after test after test  and three hours later, I was a free man with a clean bill of health so my surgeons and aneathatist are very confident about the surgery, Usually at this stage, I would be so scared about the surgery, but I feel absolutly nothing!

Dont get me wrong- I'm totally grateful for being selected for the procedure and I have been 100% committed all the way through but what worries me is that I have no fear what so ever towards the big day. I'd rather have all my fears and worries now rather than having them on the actual day which I think may be the case. I began this journey almost 10 months ago and I can see the finish line.. I just hope to God I can make it over the line in one Piece...

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