The painful wait.

Nov 12, 2009

OK here I am. I have had the first of the two apt with my surgeon (Dr. Gens). Now I must wait to hear from the insurance company. I feel like I am in my ninth month of my first pregnancy...that LONG painful wait when all you want to do is be done with it, you want to be on the other side of the whole process, you cant sleep, its all you think and talk about. (by the way sorry to my friends and family that have to endure that lol) This blog is definetly helping though. All I want to do is connect with someone else who is at the same point as me. I have talked to people on the "other side" and people that have just started the program but its like there is no one else with me. UGH I feel lonely. The only times in my life that I have wanted something this bad in my life were my marriage and my children.

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