back to the battle

Mar 17, 2013

It's been a long time.  I have come full circle and found myself back in the battle of the bulge... I am up to 210 as of today.  It started creeping back on about a year after my 2nd child (who is now 7 years old). Somewhere, somehow I just gave up and went right back to how I was before.  I can't seem to find the brakes this time and my eyes are wide open to what I'm doing.  It's sick and twisted and I'm so angry at myself, but yet I keep going.  If I remember correctly, I had gotten down to about 139 and now I'm back up to 210.. wow, that's 71 pounds! my God, what have I done? I am so ashamed.  I hope I can find my way again.  Prayers to those of you also struggling with the rebound. There has to be a light , right?

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