Surgery has been scheduled

Feb 17, 2009

Well, my surgery date is scheduled for April 13, 2009.  I'm not sure if I'm normal, but I've not been all that excited about this.  I've been frightened and nervous.  When I think about the surgery, I think about not having it.  When I think about my life after the surgery, then I'm alright.  I feel very well prepared for it.  I've been attending as many of the group meetings that I can and have been going to the dietitian every month since March 08.  I know what it will take to keep that weight off, but there is still the fear of not being able to.  I guess we'll see, eh?  I've found myself eating without consequence because I know that in less than 2 month, I won't be able to eat that way anymore.  I wonder if I'm the only one who's done that.  And if not, were they successful with the surgery weight loss maintenance?  Anyway, I'm not backing down from having the surgery.  It would take an act of God for that to happen.  I'm starting the process of getting physically prepared for the surgery.  I can't find that list on this website that tells you all the things you want to buy beforehand and what to bring to the hospital.  That was very helpful.  I'll keep looking for it.  Have a great day!

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