Doing better

Feb 08, 2013

After having a pretty tough January, I am doing a little bit better.  I am still suffering though major loneliness. I am still trying to pick up the pieces of my life and move on. Even though I have lost weight, I still feel like did before surgery. Still having trouble adjusting to so much change that is happening.

I did manage to meet someone who also had surgery who has helped me a bit. I am having a hard time trusting, and being open, and my best friend food is no longer here for me. I am trying to convince myself I can do this.

I already have clothes that are really big, some of my friends say it is time to buy new clothes, but I am going to wait longer. Hopefully I will feel better about this whole experience soon.

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