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Jan 11, 2012

I am really trying hard to keep on track an not loose hope in my journey. I have alot of stress factors on my plate as of late an it keeps pushen me deeper into dispair. An to top it off it is my mothers 70th birthday today. She passed this past June. Holidays were hard with out her an now it is her special day an she is no longer here. I have worked so hard to get where I am an work to a healthier lifestyle before surgery. That all these stresses an missing my mother so much is maken me wanna stear away from the road I been traveling so diligently. But, I pick up the pieces an keep pushing through as I refuse to go back where I came from. I did weight in this morning on an up note. Since haven started my own work outs an healthy eating for 6 months I went from 390 lbs to 369.3 lbs. So that is a serious plus for me. I see my family dr soon an we are looking to go to a new place in town for my 2nd opinion. Hopefully I make it this time around. But if not. I will keep on trucken till I find one who will.

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