Here I Am....

Jun 24, 2010

....on the journey of a lifetime! Making the choice to have WLS was not easy. I guess I've been in denial a long time. Not wanting to take pictures...worried about my angles...not wanting to shop because I don't want to have to look in the full view mirror...I can't say that I'm not glad I've made the decision and my PCP agrees...Just so nervous and anxious about the things to come....I don't know what to expect...I can't even envision myself being smaller than what I am now...Am I fooling myself into believing that this is going to help me? I've read so many horror stories online that I am terrified I will have one of my own! So many thoughts running through my head...i try to put it into words that make it easier to convey to my husband what I am feeling but no matter how hard I try I just can't seem to fit him or anyone else into my large skin and feel what I feel . I'm trying to take it one step at a time...prepare for the worst and hope for the best...looking forward to a new me.......

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