New Years Eve

Dec 31, 2008

So it's New years eve and I am having the worst case of post operation depression ever. I mean I live in Las Vegas which is party central for the west coast and I cannot par take in the festivities. No food, alcohol, not even hanging out in the crowd because I'm one week post op. Oh I tried to go to a local casino to get the feel the crowd but it was a bunch of  locals, which equaled to pretty much blah. Right now I cannot tell if I'm emotionally hungry or really hungry. My doctor stated that I will be on Liquids for a little over a month. I still have 26 days to go. I admit that I'm tripping. I have visions of pizzas, burgers, hotdogs and ice cream. I know that those choices are pretty much done but I miss them soo much. However, when I'm able to chew again I think I'll feel human again.   So that my vent for the evening.

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