best and worst part?
I am still preop, but am so very excited to start my journey with you all (in about 2 months!) I often wonder:
What is the best part of vsg/weightloss journey?
What is the worst part of vsg/weightloss journey?
Interpret the question however you like, I am just curious as to how you feel mentally about the major changes that vsg brings on. I want the good, the bad, and the ugly please!
Since I'm still pre-op too, the worst part is definitely the waiting :) Patience? Not my strongest suit.
VSG with Dr. Salameh - 3/13/2014
Diagnosed with Binge Eating Disorder and started Vyvanse - 7/22/2016
Reconstructive Surgeries with Dr. Michaels - 6/5/2017 (LBL & brachioplasty), 8/14/2017 (UBL & mastopexy), 11/6/2017 (medial leg lift)
Age 42 Height 5'4" HW 319 (1/3/2014) SW 293 (3/13/2014) CW 149 (7/16/2017)
Next Goal 145 - normal BMI | Total Weight Lost 170
TrendWeight | Food Blog (sort of functional) | Journal (down for maintenance)
Best part is weight loss and the empowerment that has given me, a feeling of being in control rather than enslaved by food. Worst part is fear of regain. And also the worst part along with fear of regain is the feeling of "too good to be true" and that one day I will wake up and be 220 lbs again. I guess its part of the fear of regain.
I hope it never subsides actually...keeps me on my toes and on plan for the most part. I figure the day I want a food more than I am afraid of its impact is when I will be at most risk for the regain so I hope a portion of this "healthy" fear stays with me forever.
I had an easy surgery and recovery so far, so I would say the worst was the liquid diet. Blargh! But I'm glad I did it because I kick started my weight loss! Plus it made the surgery safer.
The best part is seeing the weight come off! And I'm also weird... I enjoyed my hospital stay... I got such a good sleep! Those were GOOD drugs!