August 29, 2002

Aug 28, 2002

Hi Everyone! I went back to my PCP today to get my "new" referals needed. Not a problem. They are in hand. He reviewed my blood work I had done a few weeks ago, since he put me on Advicor for my Cholesterol, he said I needed checked periodically to see if I needed B-12 and just how I am doing.  Since May my cholesterol has went down from 243 to 170!! Everything else was in the "perfect zone".  :)

I went to a Hypnotist last night to help quit smoking. The Dr. there said it would not happen overnight for most, depending on how long we've smoked. All I know is the couple I've had in the last 17 hours tastes big time yuck, so I know I am going to suceed this time! :) p/s this Dr. said he's lost from +400lbs to 170lbs, and said he did it with Hypnosis. ?

Now I have a question and want some opinions. My PCP is a very good Dr. I really like him, he's good with my children and me.  Today though he made me uncomfortable.  I told him I was having a numb, tingling sensation under my right breast.  Gallbladder?  Well he lifted my shirt and listened to things in there, and didn't seem concerned. My belly button is peirced and he just reached down and started playing with it.  I told him "don't" and he stopped but was looking me dead in the eyes and asked, "Are your nipples peirced also?" I said, "No, I wouldn't go that far".  Ok he's my Dr,(10 yrs) he's seen a lot of my body, he's been excellent with care and referals for this surgery and everything with my family's health concerns. But It made me feel very uneasy, the touch and the eye contact made, like he was looking for my reaction. I just don't know what to make of this.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


July 31, 2002

Jul 30, 2002

I went to my PCP on Monday to get my allergy shot. I walked out with a script for more blood work, she said I need it done often now since I am on the Cholesterol meds and that I will need B-12..... I also got a script for a wheel chair :(  But it is ONLY temporary. This will get me around, so I will be able to do a few things with my sons yet this summer.  I can't wait for October 8th to have my initial consultation so that I can move forward in my journey for a healthier life.

June 13, 2002

Jun 12, 2002

June 13,2002

 

Still no news from the surgeons office.  I went for my follow up with my PCP about my Edema and my ER visit last week. He put me on 2 new meds for the Edema and I got my much needed allergy shot too.  Then he started going through my blood work that was done a few weeks ago... ACK!!   I ended up getting a 3rd script for my Cholesterol. I am now borderline.... so he gave me meds to help it until I can get into surgery. and OMG I am holding 12 lbs of water.. no wonder I'm so sore from this!! I'm not changing my weight here, since it is water retention, and soon as I get the duiretics I'll be peeing my brains out.... lol

 


June 5, 2002

Jun 04, 2002

June 5, 2002

Tonight I made a trip to the ER again, I realize and am so scared about how much longer I might have to live. My PCP did not ever tell me how serious Edema was, just that I had it. Well that's what landed me in the ER tonight. Too much heat, me working outside all weekend, and 3 days later, I could not walk. My ankles which everyone normally picks on, because they are tiny, were 3 times their normal size. Can you say OUCH? I DID and cryed too.  The ER run me through a battery of test, IV'd me, in my right hand, then gave me a diurectic!! I'm right handed, tyvm... now how in the heck do I wipe myself? It's not easy when your used to using that one particular hand.... lol? Then they wanted a urine sample.. Ok this left hand don't want to wipe, now they wanted this fat lady, to hold a small vial, somewhere I can't see, to get a sample! I pulled a muscle in my left side, that felt like it rolled over, and here I sat, trying to get that sample and stuck, because of the muscle spasm happening, and I still had to wipe!  Anyways I found out tonight Edema is indeed water retention,  which can be brough on by excess salt and HEAT!!  WTH? Am I supposed to not go outside and have any life now? Also Edema is caused by underlying problems with: heart, liver, or kidney problems.... Please GOD hear my prayers, I want to live!!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


June 5, 2002

Jun 04, 2002

June 5, 2002

Tonight I made a trip to the ER again, I realize and am so scared about how much longer I might have to live. My PCP did not ever tell me how serious Edema was, just that I had it. Well that's what landed me in the ER tonight. Too much heat, me working outside all weekend, and 3 days later, I could not walk. My ankles which everyone normally picks on, because they are tiny, were 3 times their normal size. Can you say OUCH? I DID and cryed too.  The ER run me through a battery of test, IV'd me, in my right hand, then gave me a diurectic!! I'm right handed, tyvm... now how in the heck do I wipe myself? It's not easy when your used to using that one particular hand.... lol? Then they wanted a urine sample.. Ok this left hand don't want to wipe, now they wanted this fat lady, to hold a small vial, somewhere I can't see, to get a sample! I pulled a muscle in my left side, that felt like it rolled over, and here I sat, trying to get that sample and stuck, because of the muscle spasm happening, and I still had to wipe!  Anyways I found out tonight Edema is indeed water retention,  which can be brough on by excess salt and HEAT!!  WTH? Am I supposed to not go outside and have any life now? Also Edema is caused by underlying problems with: heart, liver, or kidney problems.... Please GOD hear my prayers, I want to live!!!

 


June 3, 2002

Jun 02, 2002

June 3, 2002

 

Got a call first thing this morning, nurse from Dr Richards office, postponed my initial consult on June 6th.  :( ..... But she said she would be back in touch with me before the week is done. Dr. Richards is leaving Toledo, Ohio in July, he is NOT scheduling anymore surgerys, I was going to have my initial consult with him, and send in for insurance approval.  Well the good news is, the SURGEON taking over for Dr Richards is ready to LAP!  and I will be one of his First initial consults.  Now I don't have a clue YET what this Dr's credentials are....But I got a list of questions to ask him. I heard he already has practice in bariatric's, and came to Dr Richards office experienced and adept.  I hope so!

May 23, 2002

May 22, 2002

May 23, 2002 

All my paperwork from my PCP office is at the surgeons now. Diane the nurse at my PCP's office stayed over to get it finished, they had forgotten to send in my weight history for the last 5 years... NOW I'm going to be the squeaky wheel!!! I'll be calling the surgeons office EVERYDAY until I get my initial consult now. :)  1st of many steps in my journey

May 10, 2002

May 09, 2002

May 10, 2002

 

I am now a member of the Snuffalumpocus (SP) family.... haha I do have  Hypersomnia Sleep Apnea, I came home with a setting of 16.  While "waiting patiently" I find just one more co-morbity.  I wonder what the blood tests that I had done last week say? *sigh*  I want my consult!  Dear God, I'm asking you please to let me get this surgery done. And let me remain strong enough to get through it safely.

May 6, 2002

May 05, 2002

May 6, 2002 01:52 PM

 

Afternoon everyone! To you losers! WTG! to those in recovery... godspeed.. to those still waiting for approval like I am.. Zanax... :) Someone wanted the link for the beaded medic bracelets, here it is. http://www.laurenshope.com/ I don't know what the word is you put on it though, I just saved it for when it was MY Time! I met with my Physiatrist (SP) today, of all the doctors I frequent and have seen concerning this surgery lately... he was the PITA! He suggested waiting 5-10 yrs to see what better development in weight loss might come around. I told him, I didn't think I would be here in 5 yrs, IF I DIDN'T lose some of this weight pretty soon. He asked why? I said cause I can't breathe, and my hearts gonna give out carrying this extra weight eventually. Besides that, I told him IF I didn't lose some and soon, I didn't think I would WANT to be around in 5 yrs. We all know I'd be heavier most likely. I am already almost a hermit. The last 15 lbs I have put on has really hurt my head. I don't want to go anywhere, not even with the closest of friends. I turn down dates. I have it in my head, they are just going to use me. If I don't like me, why or how could anyone else? I know I am sweet, kind and a caring person, but I still find fault in myself. Ok, sorry this is definitely depression talking. Well to wrap that up, He was definitely testing me on my knowledge of this surgery, and what my reasons were for wanting it. He even asked where I thought my depression stemmed from. I answered every question he asked me about it, corrected some of his thinking on it. I Used tears too! He IS WRITING the letter to the surgeon for me! YaY! I also told him if he has access to a computer to look this site up. He has very limited knowledge about this surgery, and I am sure I am not going to be the only patient of his that is considering it. I go to the sleep center on Wed and Thurs. I am NOT looking forward to that. But after that, I only need to see the Clinician (sp) and wait for approval.

April 30, 2002

Apr 29, 2002

April 30, 2002

 

I'm still waiting. I talked to my PCP today and he still hasn't sent the referral letter out, he said he wanted to be thorough... ok fine thats a good thing.  Then I told him the surgeon I want to go to is leaving in July. He'll be replaced by hopefully 2 new surgeons his nurse said, but will they have the experience? and will they accept my insurance?  My PCP said he would move quicker, the surgeon only wants the referral from the PCP. But my PCP also wants to submit to the insurance company for approval. I don't know what for, but 2 Dr's are better than 1.  I believe my regular Phsyc is going to do the eval for me on Monday! YaY! I'm having blood work done in the morning. Oh and I go to the sleep center on the 8-9th of May.  Then everything will be in place, except the referral and approval. 

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Frogtown, OH
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RNY
Surgery
11/22/2004
Surgery Date
Feb 24, 2002
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