Life Has Changed And So Have You!!

May 17, 2009

You know where you haven't changed in life yet? I think that you haven't changed in the way you feel about others.  I may be wrong, and I'm sure, that when they change, physically, that they may look at people differently...but not ME!! 

I went to Lowe's today to buy the 10h bag of mulch that I needed to complete my garden...I may be no different than anyone else....ranging inbetween 210 and 217#....but I can live with that.  You have to remember that my weight for the last 16 years has been from 320-402#.  I am feeling very comfortable and this is with my exercise being at a limitation. 

Although my exercise is limited....I did walk 3 blocks to a Dr's appt the other day...I can walk around a store, for a limited period of 20 minutes and I do try to get as much exericse as a I can.  I started this program over 400#.  Walking then, wasn't an option.  I walked through Lowe's Home Improvement (although just for a moment) today and a very old friend of mine (over 20 yrs) waited on me and called me "tiny."  Can you even imagine?  I weigh over 200# and yet she said that!! Was she being nice??  No doubt!! Because I am an avid gardener and landscape designer....did she lie?  Probably not.....I am 200# smaller and looking at me compared to what I had been (which was a size 60 jeans to a size 18, was probably impressive!!) 

At this point...I am not trying to impress anyone.  I guess I will continue to run into people who have known me in a considerable obese shape....but being the private person that I am....I am not trying to elaborate on the leaps and bounds I have accomplished.  I just thank you, God, for the time and energy he has given to me for this period.  I have YET to even start exercising (except for a little walking) to make my dreams come true.  I pray for strength in getting from one day to the next.  Thank God and bless everyone who is struggling!!

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02/12/2008
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