Step.3 Get Get a referral

Aug 05, 2016

Well I kinda did this part out of order because I'm a little impatient. I found a younger new doctor that I hoped wouldn't give me much grief. And all of my expectations were met! I had a short wait time because she had no patients and she didn't give me any grief but three things did come up. 

1. My nurse was super nice. When I reluctantly (I need to get over the shame) told her what I was there for she was so excited and told me she wanted to get it to and already had a referral. She said her sister got it done and she hates her now because she looks so good. (IM PRAYING NO ONE HATES ME)
2. The more I  (look into the vsg community I hate how superficial I feel. Sometimes it looks like its all about looks and excess skin, and even though I know it's wayyyy more than that it still feels superficial just looking at people's transformations. I think this is why surgery gets the atigna if beibg thw easy way out. I've stopped looking at transformations and started looking into self love online "stuff" I don't want to lose myself or base my worth on my weight.
3. 3. The doctor may have been apprehensive about the surgery that she didn't share but when she looked at my record and saw that I gainef 13 lbs since April she said "oh wow" that made me feel bad. It's bad.... I know... that's why I'm here lady.

Anywho, that's over now and it was painless so off to my consult with the surgeon.

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