The Journey continues...

Aug 31, 2010

Well, I guess I had so much to say, the first blog space just wasn't big enough.  I hope you enjoy going through my journey with me, and I've posted the rest of my original notes here to share with anyone who cares to read them.  Thanks always for listening!

10/4/2004 - Well, finally I stopped being lazy and got some new pics added to my page. For any of you out there still reading up on me, I apologize for not being more dedicated. It has been one heck of a year and the summer has been just fabulous!! I think back over the past few months, and I can't tell you how many times I stayed home! Of course, it didn't really hit me that we were doing so much away from home until I looked around one day and thought I lived in a junkyard! I had to crack down and do some actual housework! Anyway, the slide show (courtesy of the marvelous Michelle Randall-OH webpage help volunteer) is just a couple of pictures from my trip to Jamaica in July this year. The first time I've had on a bathing suit in a bazillion years! We went as a trip for our anniversary (even though it was a couple of weeks after the actual date) and we renewed our vows on the beach. This is actually the wedding/honeymoon my husband wanted the first time around, but I didn't want to get married and not have all my family and friends be there so we did the regular old pull your hair out thing right here at home. Now my journey is on to having my hernia repaired and reconstructive surgery for my abdomen and breasts. I have recently been approved for all of these procedures - hernia repair, bilateral mastopexy (breast lift) and a panniculectomy w/abdominoplasty!!! Woo Hoo! No more slouching forward, sweating, smelly crevices,or paste in my bras! No more holding up that skin flap to use the potty and various other things you don't need that skin in the way during; and most importantly, no more hernia bulging out in front of me so that even though I've lost a little over 100lbs, someone has still asked me if I was pregnant!!! This time, I actually wasn't offended, because it does look kinda like the beginning stages of something there, and I could actually smile and say, "No way! That's just a hernia!" My doctor and I both had to submit letters (upon the first request BC/BS denied all of the reconstructive surgeries; my doc & I wrote appeal letters and it was approved within 2 weeks!). Don't have much else to report right now except that I am waiting for a date for the surgeries, so I'll keep you posted on that progress. I'm a little more nervous about these things than my actual WLS, so I'm sure I'll have a lot more venting to do coming up and once again, this will be my sounding board/diary. Stay tuned! Peace!
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12/3/2004 - Well the second big day is almost here. In just 3 days (Mon. Dec 6th) I'll be back at Christiana Hospital having surgery - this time for hernia repair, panni removal w/abdominoplasty and bilateral mastopexy (breast lift). I thought I would have had more updates before this one, but it all happened so fast I really havent had much time to stress over it. Plus, I haven't been as much of a pest as I was initially with the WLS because I don't have internet access at home right now. This is kind of a good thing, or my profile would be 2 pages longer! Actually, I've ended up a lot calmer about the hernia repair and reconstructive surgeries than I thought I would be. I am feeling very anxious, but not afraid or anything. The thing that makes me most anxious about the reconstruction on Monday is wondering if I will be able to stand the pain. I've been very fortunate to be almost pain-free with all my previous surgeries to this point, but I have a feeling that something is going to be unbearable this time. I mean we are talking about a major overhaul here! LOL! At any rate, I'm ready, I'll be there with bells on, and I'll take it like a trooper (along with whatever meds they can give me to help!) I'll be out of work for a few weeks, so I won't be able to update during that time, but I'll be back real soon to let you all know how I make out. Wish me luck and please remember me in your prayers for a speedy recovery. Thanks again for all the support from everyone at OH.com! Smooches!
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2/7/05 - Well, folks, it's been a real experience! OH MY GOD!!!! I can honestly say it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, but it was very painful and nerve wrecking! Once you start feeling like you can do things and be back to normal again, you still really can't move like you thought. However, I must say my tummy is looking pretty nice and my breasts are too! I'm still getting used to them though. I wish they were bigger, but it's not so bad because I just keep reminding myself that this is what I looked like many many many years ago before I put on all that weight and they were the same size then. I probably could have used a little lipo on my thighs too, but we won't go there for now. I don't think I've ever been in this fight for any aesthetic reasons so there will be no need to go overboard with plastic surgery or anything else. I'm so glad to have all that weight gone and now to have the skin gone, tightened and everything else is even that much more tremendous. Everybody keeps telling me how great I look and my response is always, "Nowhere near as great as I feel! I could do cartwheels everywhere I go because I just feel like jumping around all the time!" (of course I always say, "Thanks!" first.) It's like I get up every day and I can hear that song from The Wiz -- you know the one that goes "Can you feel a brand new day?!?!?!" Sometimes, I almost feel like my journey through this whole process was just as easy as them peeling off those ugly masks and I just want to dance and shout while I walk around. It's funny because if I stop and think about it, I really have to try to control myself from skipping like a little kid! And I know a lot of you feel the same way too! It'll just be our little secret. Ha Ha Ha! I'll try to add some pics from the recent construction job soon too. I'll be back!
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7/11/05 - Okay everyone, I've been in a slump and seem to have forgotten where I came from lately, so I'm glad a few of you have reached out to me from cyberspace to wake me up. I should have been out here to update or at least say hello! So, HELLOOOOOOOO out there!!!!! Today is my 7th year wedding anniversary and I'm 2 years post-op and feel FANTASTIC! I think my husband thinks he got a new wife when we renewed our vows last year or something. We've been together so long now (20years) that I don't see how he could think that, but it just seems like he pays more attention to what I wear and whether or not my hair is done and things like that. He was always like that before I put on so much weight, so I guess it's me who really has forgotten and has to get used to it all over again. I mean the man buys me shoes! and cute shoes at that - not just something he thinks looks like Frederick's of Hollywood or something, but nice strappy sandals and stuff! He said it's because he works outside all day so he has "an appreciation for nice things" when he gets outside of work. Fine with me! Anyway, for anyone out there still reading up on me (LOL! Like my life is so interesting!) I'm doing just fine still. I have had no episodes of dumping or any other kinds of sickness since my surgery and I'm just loving how I feel every day. This was truly one of the best things to ever happen in my life and I feel blessed and I am so grateful for the opportunity to have had the surgery. It has literally transformed my life. To all the newbies, Congratulations and may you have a wonderful journey! To all the pre-ops, Keep your heads up. Your day is coming and when it gets here, may you be as excited and ready as I was! To all my old heads (way post-ops), I pray that you are all staying healthy and strong and not putting any weight back on or having any complications. We've been through a lot, we've earned these new lives, and we deserve to keep better health. Stay strong and Take Care! I promise to get another updated picture posted here really soon. Maybe this one will be in a bikini! LMAO!!! I'm so full of it sometimes, it's a shame!

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About Me
Wilmington, DE
Location
29.6
BMI
RNY
Surgery
06/10/2003
Surgery Date
Feb 25, 2003
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Before & After
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Jan. 2003 - Superbowl Sunday)
apprx. 285lbs
July 2004 - Yea Mon! Jamaica is LOVELY!!!
180lbs

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