Day #1 of 5DPT

Dec 29, 2013

OMG!!  tummy is rumbling, gurgling and screaming at me. Weighed in at 209 this morning. Liquids today only so far 56 grams of protein. Spoke t my bf hew is supportive and said he would do anything to help me. 

I am being crabby. Not sure why I did it to myself. I let myself go. I can't even go into the forums or encourage anyone right now as I fell like I have failed. Coming back here was the best decision and a start. Tomorrow I have an appointment to tour a gym. I also have asked for a mechanical desk to be put in my office so I stand more. My work has mapped out a walking path through the building so I thought I may eventually check it out. 

You know I have read articles last night that WLS is not a cure to the disease. They are so right. As much as I am grateful for my surgery I wish my surgeon had not taken away the psychiatric component of the program. They do not prepare you for the life long battle that you continue. 

So stick with me. I will get my disease under control. 

Erin

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