Giving Away My Lunch

Apr 09, 2013

Since having surgery, I usually have a can of V8 juice for lunch during the week. On the rare occasion I decide to do take out, my co-workers make out like bandits because I can eat so little and I give them the rest of it. Today I got steamed veggies and chicken from Oriental Express. I ate maybe 5 pieces of chicken breast, no more than 3-4 ounces, and I was done. One peice of broccoli Completely and overly stuffed done! Ry came down and I got him to take the rest. Usually he is the one that ends up with my lunches. Each time he asks me if I am sure I don't want to save it till tomorrow. I am sure. Here is the reason I don't. I am a food-aholic. If given the chance, the food will sit here and I will continue to pick at it. Each time, I will eat myself sick. Since I don't have the "dumping" syndrom, I would wait until the food moves down my tract, then go back to the food. I know this about myself. I accept that. I have to do things to counter-act that. Even if it means only eating less than a quarter of my lunch and giving the rest away. Alteast if Ry or someone will eat it, I am not throwing it away. 

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