November 9

Nov 09, 2014

Tomorrow I meet at the surgeon's office for a 1/2 day seminar type thing to go over everything for my upcoming surgery,  exercise needs, mental nèeds, and prepare for my one week low calorie diet.  I'm excited for tomorrow.   I'm scared and nervous about surgery,  but I don't think I'd be normal if I wasn't nervous about changing the rest of my life.  This is very serious and my last hope at making a permanent life style change.  My daughter is still not happy about this at all.  She thinks I'm a bad role model for her, and should be able to do this on my own.   She's young and doesn't understand or remember all I've been through over the years.  She's not willing to read the information I have regard surgery and how it will help me.  I'm prepared though and do not feel guilty.   I'm doing this for me, I want to feel good, run and jump, ride my bike and experience life.  I hurt that she's not happy for me, but I'm proceeding.   My husband is all for it, but nervous about  complications or me being I'll from it.  All normal.   Well, here's to tomorrow! 

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