Nerves.....

Oct 12, 2010

I haven't officialy been cleared by the psychologist yet, although the only appt I have left is pre-admitting stuff at the hospital. I'm nervous as hell that I have done all this shit and I'm going to be denied. He's concerned that with my history of depression ,I will have a bad episode after surgery, I told him it I would have an episode if I didn't get surgery! I understand that I can't possibly know what I'm going to go through after surgey until I'm there. What I need him to understand is that I do know how I'm going to feel if I don't have this surgery. Luckily I have an amazing psychologist I see regularly that is going to talk with him... I pray this works!

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