Alright y'all, I've got a few bones to pick!

Aug 26, 2011

1--Why does everyone ASSUME that we can NEVER EVER have a single sweet thing or carb filled thing again after RNY?!  (I know that saying 'everyone' is a little much but you get the point)  

2--I'm sick and tired of people nagging me because ...OMG! I eat hawiian sweet rolls! WHAT-A-CRIME! Holy crap ppl..I ate ONE...Yes, it was good and I had protein with it. Sue me.  

3--People who stare at me while I eat. Wtf..seriously?!  I went to hometown buffet the other day, I had a piece of fish on my plate, 2 strawberries on top of 2 tablespoons of cottage cheese as well as a few lettuce leafs with some salad stuffs on em and a tablespoon of dressin on the side of my plate...whats so odd about that? Yeah, my plate has less on it than your mountain of taters n gravy...I prefer it that way..no carbs till I get the nutrition in...lemme slap that stare outta your head! I seriously wanted to mash my plate into ppl's faces -_-

4--Jealousy.. WOW. I had never seen Jealousy rear its head as bad and as obvious as 2 days ago.  A person who I have seen as a mother figure for YEARS, totally chewed me out.  I'm on state insurance because I was considered disabled when I was 22 years old.  I made the comment that I think my pouch is stuck in a permanent state of the "terrible two's" up on my facebook page and got chewed the hell out!  Woman told me to quit b**chin' about what I got for free - and yes I've lost a ton of weight but I don't tell people that 'welfare' paid for it....wait a sec....I'm on on f'n welfare lady...D I S A B I L I T Y!!! It's different.  Look up "snotty" while youre at it too -_- ... I was also called a free-loader...okay ya sure if you call paying mine AND my parents bills for 10+ years now free-loading. Every time I would post something about my surgery, pain from it..illnesses from it or by all means show in picture form what I got at goodwill and the awesome size difference from before... I would get a public nasty remark towards my undeserved success.. She's also one of those that tells me , 'ya you lost the weight but you cheated'  --

5-- people assume that because I'm not 'fat' anymore that I'm in perfect condition to do all the housework, grocery shopping, errand running and still be able to do my own crap too. NO -_-.

6-- My fiance's biological mother - not the woman he calls mom and I call nana(because of her grandkids I have dubbed her nana, easier and more comfy than her first name or mom) ..it's complicated so we call her "T-REX" ... lol.. anyways..she is driving me bonkers..to the point that I wanna change my phone number and not give it to her!!  She calls me at all hours of the night to "chat" or to ask me to come the following day to fix her computer. Yes, I'm a nerd...I can fix computers..I can upgrade them ...and build them...I'm not a magician though, I can't make your dinosaur with 256mb of RAM run windows 7 and a million things...Heck...you're lucky it will allow you to plug in a dang mouse! Stop callin me!


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Now then =D sorry bout all that but I had to get it out and if I'd have said it out loud I'd have punched something LOL.  I've gotta talk to my doc about all the stress goin on and see if there's somethin that can be done... its a little much for me to be honest.  I usually just shrug it off but it's gettin worse..ma just had her back surgery...dad has a tumor in his right kidney thats bigger than the kidney..his left one is ridden with tumors..non cancerous but still.. my fiance is misirable at his job and I feel like b**ch of the century for asking him to stick with it because we need the money.  He doesnt want me to work right now because I need this extra skin off so that my back will handle the field I'm going in to..Medical Assisting then on to RN and maybe Clinical Lab Science. Even Clinical Lab Assistant would be awesome.  Anywhoo...I'm going to bed ...even if nobody reads this I feel like I've spilled my guts to someone...someone other than my surgoens wallet LOL

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