reneemosley
7 weeks 3 days.
Jul 12, 2012
I have been a little grumpy and feeling like this is not going to work again. In 2.5 weeks I have lost 5 lbs total. I am addicted to the scale. I went to get dinner for my family at terriyaki take out last night and I stood there in a fog trying to decide what to eat. I was feeling like theres no point. I can eat so little why? So I ordered a side salad and had some of my sons chicken. It was good I was satisfied. I am having such a tough time fitting in exercise and am dealing with several painful joint and limb issues, that are heightened with exercise. I still feel pretty tired alot. I want this to be faster and easier than it has been for me so far. I guess 7 weeks is pretty new when I say it out loud.
I'm sick of taking care of everyone, I want to devote my life to taking care of me and thats alot of management too. This will be highly impossible with a preteen at home, and a 20 year old trying to figure out life. Blah. I think I'm just in a funk. I just need to whine a little, get it over with and move on. I am still going to figure out how to balance the care I need with taking care of my family, home, and business.
Now that I've been completely depressing, some great things are that I still feel totally, physically normal and able to eat anythink with out trouble. I have kept my calories between 800-100 daily with 80-100g of that from protien. I have had no sugar or refined carbs. Water and vitamins on track. I have had moderate exercise 3 times a week but not butt busting workouts. Went to senior Zumba...LOL I was not the only non-senior thank goodness, and it was easy. I think I will try regular Zumba soon. Onward and forward.
