My First NSV

Feb 19, 2016

Tonight was moving night.. Well I'm moving my clothes from the basement to the master suite. The Master Bedroom is not finished, but , my hubby and I bought a King Size bed and it's being delivered tomorrow. Side story: the mattress that we currently have is 16 years old. I never had a problem with it but, Hubby always complained how uncomfortable it is... I thought he was crazy, until I started losing weight! OMG!! I feel like the fairytale "the princess and the pea!" How the hell did he survive on this bed!?! I apologize profusely and we bought a new mattress.Anywho, I started to transfer my clothes and to give me some motivation I decided to try on my size 16 jeans! I tried them last week and they couldn't button. Tonight, they button with room!!!!! I haven't worn size 16 jean since I was 24!!!I literally started crying. Today I weigh 228.6 pounds and I need a reminder of how far I've come because I struggle with food choices. I'm not talking about junk food, but, stressing about carb content or can I add honey to my receips?etc etc. I'm just so scared to go back to poor eating habits. However, I will keep having faith in myself and I will continue to make this journey about self-love and a lifestyle change....

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